still figuring this wonderland

welll i seemed to have started the same blog some 8 months back. then forgot all about it. and started a "new" blog today again only to find that ialready had one [ that too i relised only after i created [ activated ] this blog .... and now i find i already had not only createrd but written 2 short opening blog pieces that particular day in may too .... well so now do i have 2 profiles or one ? will all my posts appear on black page or beige page ??? who knows who cares ..... fuck off!