i wwanna screaammmmmmmm

the birth of my blog .... equally painful ... i hv done my labouor , hv gone thru my labour pains. i want out! i am done ! is this the begining of the end ? is it THE mid life crisis? have i really hit the spot ? i wannna screaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm

still figuring this wonderland

welll i seemed to have started the same blog some 8 months back. then forgot all about it. and started a "new" blog today again only to find that ialready had one [ that too i relised only after i created [ activated ] this blog .... and now i find i already had not only createrd but written 2 short opening blog pieces that particular day in may too .... well so now do i have 2 profiles or one ? will all my posts appear on black page or beige page ??? who knows who cares ..... fuck off!

sex is always on my mind

i see a pair of ass walking in front of me ....

Ur time starts now!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm .................................. siiiggghhhh!!!!!!
well i am here once again .... i wanna confess ... i need a place to spill my guts out ..... i need to write a journal its not for anyone but me i dont have to bother about the spells or the grammer ... i need to be me ... not a reflection of society . she said i will fall trap to viewing my self thru others eyes . being concious of waht others have to say about me . i doubt . but as i write the first words ... i already feel conccious of the fact that its a public forum . i shud have listened to ehr & wrote on word file which was passworded. but there i feared that she will discover my files or someone will crack open my files. here i fear being identified by my style of writing . i fear disclosing my identity. what if i write /;names" & those names get searched for? and thus my blog gets discovered & my identity compromised.. i shud explore ways of NOT LETTING ANYONE SEE WHAT I WRITE.
i might even choose to shut shop here very soon and go to good ol word file...